Posted: Jul 18, 08 9:01am
I am out of words. For all of the good advice and caring I’ve received, I am out of words.
For all of the moody music I’ve listened to, for the pint of ice cream I ate, for the mindless hours I've spent on the computer.
I’m out of words.
I am depressed!! I am terribly sad!! I'm really fed up with crying and feeling like my marriage is 'completely' over. I’m not bitter or rage-filled. I am out of words.
So I’m sitting, curled up alone in this bed without my words to comfort me, thinking about myself, thanking the heavens for my kind friends.
Grand realizations and cathartic outbursts deserve a moment or two to sink in. So I am marinating in my past choices, pausing in this slight melancholy and planning my next step.
Have a peaceful day..
Jade

my crying soul





