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You are not flawed. The most important thing an Indigo can do is get an education and take the combined knowing out there in the world and find solutions to the many problems that we face now and in the future. You will discover more like yourself and the efforts that you have made and will make will be rewarding... Do as much reading on Indigos and find a quiet place where you can be alone and listen to your inner being it will have much to tell you. I keep a journal as this provides a look back at what I have learned and still need to know...

Rishi

Many thanks for this link, Peter. Except for 2 items this is an unbelievable fit with me. I used to have trouble with rage but am known now for having an even temper, very slow to anger with much patience. It is something I've developed over time though with a lot of work. I also felt total apathy about politics until I worked in politics for a while; now I pay attention, too much sometimes. I live in a town that is full of self proclaimed psychics, many of whom advertise their services. My friends tell others that I am a psychic and I've done readings and found things, etc. for them but I am uncomfortable still with calling myself one & have never charged any $$$ for it. I am also on Native American path that I speak very little about. Parts of it by tradition are only done face to face. The one that really blew my mind on this link was the thing about watches stopping and streetlights going out. I've always wondered about this but never made the connection. I used to work nights sometimes and would drive home late. The road where I worked had some streetlights and 3 or 4 of the 7 would always go out as I drove under them. I've noticed this for a long time and it still happens quite often. I always wondered if someone had to replace the lights after I drove through. And I've never been able to wear watches; they just stop after a few days. I really like your "weirdness" and it is so nice to see other weird people too. Totally cool group you have here.

Mitakuye Oyasin ~ Peace ~ Golanv

Oops. Edited to explain the "weird" reference. I mean it in the original sense of the word. Spiritually connected. :)

Golanv! You overcame your rage! I work hard at this, but find my physical health issues trigger anger. Clearing a blocked bile duct recently did wonders for me. I am aware, however, that the anger doesn't come from nowhere, so I would still like to find ways to be peaceful even when I am around situations/people that trigger my ire. Is there one thing that helped you the most? With luck, it will be the one thing I haven't tried ;)

I also have problems with electronic stuff. Can't use the new digital cameras or the disposable ones! Was on a tiny plane once with only 4 passengers and my disposable camera's flash would only turn off if I wasn't touching it. Consequently, every picture I took caused a bright flash inside the plane and kept startling the pilot. And forget about action shots! Camera never goes off when it's supposed to! (Back in the manual camera days, I was an amateur photog, so this is ruining my reputation, lol)

Being me can be embarassing at times!

Hi Paula ~ Forgiveness is what worked for me. Allowing people, especially ones who had harmed me in my past to be human, & to see beyond the darkness to the spark of Light in them and in myself. The Native American Red Road Path helped me to finally wrap my head around forgiveness for the unforgivable. The phrase, Mitakuye Oyasin, means literally "we are all related" in Lakota Sioux. Wind, sky, rocks, water, trees, earth, people, animals, everything all a part of the One and are all connected. I've also had to walk through pain so I can appreciate what you are feeling. It made me angry too. I had to turn loose of the anger associated with the pain and that was a tough one. But allowing everyone to "turn human" once in a while helps. :)

I guess that is where I am stuck. My parents were textbook sociopaths, but I didn't understand that until way too late. They were my gods as a child and as much as I have tried, I am still angry that they could be so heartless to such a loving child. Consequently (as applies the 'mirror theory'), I have many such 'insane' characters in my life. I handle them shockingly well: I think it is my attempt to accept my parents. It isn't working ... yet.

I fully understand the concept of Oneness. But within the one, exists everything including light and dark and people who are kind and people who harm. It is easier for me to wrap my arms around the dark than it is for me to accept a human who harms another for no reason.

se la vie.

Thank you for your very considerate response. I go to meditate on it now.

Hi, Deb. As far as I know, the Indigo boom started after 1970s but, yes, they have been around long before. So you are Indigo? Did you check out Cristal if you are becoming one?

In fact, I have a few links that might be interesting.

http://www.indigointentions.com/ - this one is all about the Indigo Children.

http://www.starchildglobal.com/starchild/crisis.html -- this is about transformation to Cristal

http://www.nibiruancouncil.com/html/starseeds.html Starseeds

Well, whatever information of this sort I get, I am always highly sceptical and full of questions and doubts as is everybody I am sure. Just as sceptical as it gets. And yet, my mind is always open and on alert, so... You never know... Literally, WE KNOW NOTHING! When I took a test on being a starseed and got the score of 80 out of 100 (which is supposed to mean I am most likely a starseed) I thought that most likely I am only an overly imaginative person. Always make up stories.

Who knows...

Let me know if you would like more links. :-)

Hi Sparrow,

No I haven't read anything more about Indigo's other than Lee Carroll's book and when I read it I had my children in mind, not so much myself. So, I don't think I am an Indigo. But thanks for the links, I'll check them out.

Take care,

Deb