Five years ago this evening I stood in silent candlelight vigil with my Iraqi exile brothers and sisters on the Museumplein across from the Van Gogh and Rijksmuseum in the shadows of the US Embassy in Amsterdam.
For 6-weeks we marched shoulder to shoulder against this war begging for the UN weapons inspectors to be given time to complete their work to see if there really were WMD's.
On Valentine's Day, 2003, instead of taking my wife to a nice dinner, Faisel Nasser, head of the the group representing 50,000 Iraqis repatriated to The Netherlands and I (as leader of a group of 400 American ex-pats against the war) were on every television and radio proram in Holland following Hans Blix' report speaking both passionately and rationally against this war. To this day, people still remember and say "thank you for trying, I am glad not all Americans are like Bush" in Schiphol Airport or along the streets of Amsterdam.
On 15 February we joined 21 million people in 665 cities around the globe marching with one message, "do not start this war until you are VERY sure of the cause and the consequences." Most of us had never marched before and it was so heartening to see parents and grandparents out there in bitterly cold Amsterdam with 120,000 others wondering and praying for the world they leave behind for their kids. Until you have looked up and seen before you every square inch of the Dam Palace Square filled with people, you cannot fathom the level of resistance against this war.
The Bush Administration's Ari Fleischer called this historic coming together of millions who had never marched before against anything "a focus group and we don't listen to focus groups."
We shared a quiet Eid feast together two evenings before as brothers and sisters. I wish every American could see the face of our so-called enemy and understand the true human cost of this effort. If you could have seen the faces of those most affected, those watching bombs rain on CNN and wondering if their relatives were safe... you would know, beyond any shadow of a doubt, that neither the surge nor the war are working and nothing i worst the cost in human suffering we all bear. We all have blood on our hands here for not stopping this. because it was over there, we are insulated.
P.S. I've filed a Freedom of Information Act request to see my CIA and DIA file, something I did not have until then. I'll let you know when or if I see it.
P.P.S. Images are screen shots from telly thus the strange pixels but you get the idea.....












