Normal by who's standards? Wow..you are really one piece of work sex addict.

You describe yourself as a heterosexual? You need to re-evaluate. Also, look into local lewd behavior laws, one of the construction workers may decide it's no longer amusing.

Pacisdream. My psychiatrist describes me as a heterosexual. I told him about my behavior. He thinks its not fundamentally sexual, but an expression of contempt for the construction workers.

You can explain away anything in life as contempt for something. Here's what I see: a guy getting off on watching guys watch him get off. That's the bottom line. Nothing wrong with being gay, but what did construction workers ever do to you to elicit your contempt?

I described myself in my profile as being attracted to anonymous, good-looking men. I wouldn't masturbate in front of guys I knew.

Why am I angry? There used to be a beautiful park outside my window. The view was like living in a forest. As part of the construction project, all the trees have been cut down, and I will be left staring at a brick wall. It's not the fault of the construction workers, but I'm still angry.

And by the way, my psychiatrist knows all about my sexual acts and fantasies and his conclusion is that I'm a latent homosexual at most. Are you a psychiatrist, pacisdream? You seem a little more judgmental than you think you are. Examine yourself, buddy.

There goes your hostility. I did not understand why you would have a problem with construction workers. I'm just saying that you seem to be in denial, and when you disliked this opinion, you attacked me and called me judgmental. Where am I judging you?

Read my post: there is nothing wrong with being gay. You're either gay, or you're not, or you may be somewhere in between.

Pacisdream: I'm somewhere in between. And by the way, I think you're a little hostile and judgmental, but hey, that's me. That's my opinion.

Here's a fuller explanation of my sexuality. First off, my psychiatrist says I'm a latent homosexual -- predominantly a heterosexual male, but a latent homosexual. I've never had a homosexual experience in my life and am not interested in one. The realistic possibility of sexual contact with a man really grosses me out. My sexual experiences are limited to women and they are very enjoyable for me.

My homosexual thoughts began at puberty. When I was a boy I had no sexual interest in other boys. I experience my homosexual thoughts as instrusive, alien and painful. I do not fantasize about performing homosexual acts with other men. I am aroused by the sight of attractive men. I masturbate to thoughts of or pictures of physically attractive men. When I fantasize about women I think about performing sex acts with women. The instrusive and alien nature of my homosexual thoughts leads me to wonder whether they may be an expression of OCD -- obsessive compulsive disorder.

I'm aroused only by anonymous, good-looking men. I will see a good-looking guy on the street, for example, and fantasize about him during a private moment. I masturbate to gay porn.

I'm not at all attracted to guys I know. When I'm in a locker room, I'm not at all aroused by guys I know -- only the anonymous, good looking ones.

I had a good-looking roommate in college. I used to see him naked all the time and was never aroused by him. I never had any sexual thoughts or feelings about him. I masturbated very little when we were roommates and never to him.

When I tell straight guys about this, they say I'm homosexual. But it's more complex than that. I don't consider myself bisexual because I'm not equally attracted to men and women. Again, only anonymous, attractive men are a turn on for me. It's really weird, I admit it.