Posted: Sep 2, 08 9:19am
My life raft of faith has been
punctured, I'm drowning in a sea of misery
I was caught off guard by a tidal wave of
pain that I was so not anticipating
My soul is scraped & bruised from being
bashed against the rocks of reality beating
away illusions of success & contentment
I'm being sucked in deeper by the tide of
confusion, swallowing wave after wave of
fear
Trying hard to stay afloat in what could be
my watery grave, will anyone toss me a
lifeline of understanding
The sharks of humanity are circling, they
smell the blood of shame & failure and
they're closing in.
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Been suffering from depression for quite some time and just never realized it. Just assumed I was sad and that's it. Whenever I felt horrible I could be found in my car with my smokes, notebook and pen.
