Posted: Sep 9, 08 5:28am
I've been at my current job way too long and find myself very frustrated and unhappy. I'm near if not in full burnout. The only thing keeping me here is the salary. I'm not even sure at this point if I want to stay in this field (I'm a public librarian).
I know all the things I should do -- I've posted my resume at some job sites, and I know I should find a job counselor or placement service (if I could find one that doesn't have a list of every commissioned sales job in the area), but I don't feel I have the time to dedicate myself to this, and I'm so demoralized at this point I can't find the enthusiasm either.
I'm considering just quitting. This would be, in so many ways, dangerous and stupid, but I feel I need to get out of the toxic environment I'm in and also make finding a new job a real priority (and nothing like no salary as a motivator). I would walk away with at least four months salary (possibly six) and I currently have no major debt. I could get by for a while with a low paying part time job, and even sub or work part time in a library (which would let me know if it's just my situation or the entire field I'm tired of), but am so afraid I would not be able to find full time work within the next year or so, or would still be in this unsteady position in five years or so. I also don't know how I feel about leaving a field I've spent 20 years in and am, in better times, really good at.
And no, I don't have a life long dream or missed opportunity to follow, and I don't want to start my own business. I want a job I can look forward to everyday, feel I do well, and leave at the end the day without it waking me up at 5 am like it did today.
If you have any thoughts, comments or suggestions, I would appreciate the input...





