Posted: Jun 18, 08 6:20pm
I deleted what I wrote last time I was in this amount of pain.I won't this time.
Recently I have been out of my mind with the pain I'm in.I cry myself to sleep many nights.I asked God the other night to please,if this was it,to please make it quick.
I am a strong person.I have a high tolerance of pain.But this constant pain.And last night,I really should've gone to the er.I had a new type of pain in my neck and squeezing pressure.Then I had chest pains.
OMG tonight is horrible.Nothing works.Nothing helps.This is not life.
I do positive thinking,prayer,you name it.What...when...I want healing now.It's too long,too much and too many years.
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