Posted: Mar 30, 08 12:11am
I didnt' even thinkabout it.My kids threw me a party at a high end club in Las Vegas. I had just as much fun as I did when I turned 21. sometimes I feel older than 57, sometimes I feel like I'm 40 something and sometimees I feel like I'm 80. Days when I feel like I can take on the world, and days when I feel like the world just rolled over me. Right now, my second marriage is going down the tubes, I caught him in an internet relationship. Which he is lustfully pursuing. I now look into the mirror a little differently, paying more attention to who I really am, and what I really want instead of trying to please everybody else. I would love to meet someone to cuddel up with, drink wine with, laugh and cry with. I thought I had that friend for 13 years. It sucks when you get dumped for someone your spouse never even met. Especially at 57, but better than at 67. He's 25 years younger than me and when it was good it was great, but now it got ugly. Moving on is moving forward, which is great at any age.
